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"Boys are cheats and liars they're such a big disgrace.....they'll tell you anything to get to second base...........baseball baseball he thinks he's going to score and if you let him, you will be a whore"

iawtc.
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    BLACKOUT- why should i be sad

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    silence.

The feeling of

accomplishment is still unsettling. but hey, as long as that damn app is SENT OUT. fuck yeah!! TO LMU YOU GO. AND HOPEFULLY GOOD NEWS WILL FOLLOW.

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    get back <3

S.T.R.E.S.S.

its an ugly thing
when will this be over?
maybe after the next fling

oh wait i forgot
iam not exactly a fucking slut
like that one boy kyle finally got
oh seannnimus!

gimmegimme more,
is the current tune of my life
iam not exactly a whore
but id like to occasionally think so ;]

college o' college,
LMU o' LMU
please please consider me,
if thats the last thing you do

i fear for my future
yet i have to stay optimistic
cause with a mind set like that
id be very much less than fantastic

so heres to the unknown,
the dark dark future that lie ahead
where i just know that at the end
there will be no more obstacles to tread.

the only thing i know now is stress
although i do wish oh so desperately to know the future.
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    britney spears- piece of me

i wanna meet...

that person that i find absolutely rude, obnoxious and unfun [or we could just skip that part] and then all of a sudden we both fall for each other and the sparks fly because in my life.. iam just the one thats always igniting that shit but the nothing lights up. like some poor china man whos trying to put on a show but nothings lighting up. i dont know wtf kind of simile is that but iam just spewing out what i feel. haha i think it partially has to do with the fact that iam TRYING so hard to find that compatible someone, but can you blame a boy that just wants that sense of compassion for someone else, and wants it back in return? damn..

i wanted to update my LJ with an actual update but instead its filling up with emo-content-of-the-year shit again. well ok, ill update a bit. since today is actually pretty easy.

so today i woke up, walked around, laid down to read, and ended up going to sleep some more. i was fucking melting, hot as hell. woke up, read a bit, then got ready to go to YOGA, which i was forced to go to :P then i enter, hoping for some hotties or some shit but i end up dropping BULLETS upon BULLETS of sweat. i think i got a good workout though, yoga is hard as fuck. <|3 i guess i shall continue on pursuing it. bahahahah, tomorrow is registration, i get to see all those lovely faces of ARCASIA [everytime i think about it, i realize how A S I A N this fucking city is, it makes me sick almost. and i swear iam not racist i just want... DIVERSITY] and then after that iam gonna go shoppin with my aunt on melrose. hopefully ill find something good? sheesh!

k i think thats the longest post yeah?

still hoping, waiting, and...hoping,
kevin <333

ps. i was looking at my other blogs and i just LOVE how its like the life of a .. bi polar person or something. why cant i just be happy and THATS JUST IT? it has to be something else... my life is like a never ending rollar coaster, not the kind that you wanna be on.
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    OLD SCHOOL HILARY <3

so

what do you call those people who constantly change emotions?

manic depressant? sure.
thats me baby.
whooooo.
i think iam crazy.
oh well.
blogsblogsblogs
iam tired
fuck it
iam tired
k
goodbye.