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THE ONE THING I LOVE IN THIS WORLD IS...

Mon, 12 Nov 2007 02:03:23 GMT

my bbz, <33

Thu, 08 Nov 2007 15:29:32 GMT

"Boys are cheats and liars they're such a big disgrace.....they'll tell you anything to get to second base...........baseball baseball he thinks he's going to score and if you let him, you will be a whore"

iawtc.

i think i should take up

Thu, 08 Nov 2007 06:59:31 GMT

considering to post like rosie
wait nvm
i dont think
i can pull that shit off
hahah go random blogs!
motha fuckaaazF#@123423j423@#$@#

fuck _ _ _

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Mon, 05 Nov 2007 01:25:31 GMT

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The feeling of

Sat, 27 Oct 2007 08:06:29 GMT

accomplishment is still unsettling. but hey, as long as that damn app is SENT OUT. fuck yeah!! TO LMU YOU GO. AND HOPEFULLY GOOD NEWS WILL FOLLOW.

<33

PARAMORE...

Tue, 16 Oct 2007 00:47:02 GMT

ily. <3

S.T.R.E.S.S.

Fri, 12 Oct 2007 04:03:53 GMT

its an ugly thing
when will this be over?
maybe after the next fling

oh wait i forgot
iam not exactly a fucking slut
like that one boy kyle finally got
oh seannnimus!

gimmegimme more,
is the current tune of my life
iam not exactly a whore
but id like to occasionally think so ;]

college o' college,
LMU o' LMU
please please consider me,
if thats the last thing you do

i fear for my future
yet i have to stay optimistic
cause with a mind set like that
id be very much less than fantastic

so heres to the unknown,
the dark dark future that lie ahead
where i just know that at the end
there will be no more obstacles to tread.

the only thing i know now is stress
although i do wish oh so desperately to know the future.

i wanna meet...

Tue, 21 Aug 2007 08:44:36 GMT

that person that i find absolutely rude, obnoxious and unfun [or we could just skip that part] and then all of a sudden we both fall for each other and the sparks fly because in my life.. iam just the one thats always igniting that shit but the nothing lights up. like some poor china man whos trying to put on a show but nothings lighting up. i dont know wtf kind of simile is that but iam just spewing out what i feel. haha i think it partially has to do with the fact that iam TRYING so hard to find that compatible someone, but can you blame a boy that just wants that sense of compassion for someone else, and wants it back in return? damn..

i wanted to update my LJ with an actual update but instead its filling up with emo-content-of-the-year shit again. well ok, ill update a bit. since today is actually pretty easy.

so today i woke up, walked around, laid down to read, and ended up going to sleep some more. i was fucking melting, hot as hell. woke up, read a bit, then got ready to go to YOGA, which i was forced to go to :P then i enter, hoping for some hotties or some shit but i end up dropping BULLETS upon BULLETS of sweat. i think i got a good workout though, yoga is hard as fuck. <|3 i guess i shall continue on pursuing it. bahahahah, tomorrow is registration, i get to see all those lovely faces of ARCASIA [everytime i think about it, i realize how A S I A N this fucking city is, it makes me sick almost. and i swear iam not racist i just want... DIVERSITY] and then after that iam gonna go shoppin with my aunt on melrose. hopefully ill find something good? sheesh!

k i think thats the longest post yeah?

still hoping, waiting, and...hoping,
kevin <333

ps. i was looking at my other blogs and i just LOVE how its like the life of a .. bi polar person or something. why cant i just be happy and THATS JUST IT? it has to be something else... my life is like a never ending rollar coaster, not the kind that you wanna be on.

sooo

Wed, 04 Jul 2007 08:44:45 GMT

this is how it feels like to be happy..
i just got a dose of it.

i want more.
:]

so

Wed, 27 Jun 2007 05:59:56 GMT

what do you call those people who constantly change emotions?

manic depressant? sure.
thats me baby.
whooooo.
i think iam crazy.
oh well.
blogsblogsblogs
iam tired
fuck it
iam tired
k
goodbye.

hey hey anoko wa imaichi

Wed, 20 Jun 2007 07:21:29 GMT

i fucking hate it when i say iam gonna go to bed and then i end up staying up for 90238489023 more hours. fuccckk. so today was a pretty eventful day. woke up, laid on my bed like a fat ass. then i got up, got ready and took my wonderful grandma to go get some P H O as i promised her the previous day. i love that woman. she was so up for it that RIGHT at 11 [the time i SUGGESTED we go eat] she called, and i was like iam coming iam coming!! :] man i cant even imagine how sad thatd be if i like, FORGOT and here she is calling and iam still in bed. thatd be sad. then after that we hit the asian markets and she practically forced me and my cousin jonathan to get some crackers or some shit cause she , and i quote, said [in viet] "if you dont buy something then i wont love you" bahahahaha so i got me soem HELLLLLLO PANDA and jonathan got some... i forgot.

so then i drop her and my cousin off and head home and wait for some fat, but sexy, ass named isaias to come hang out, lol we ended up watching jackass 2 and that shit is MEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSED up. holy fuck. its so bad that THROUGH the tv screen it makes you wanna gag. and like iam one of those stronger people who dont really care if its television, it needs to be live, but this shit. omffgggg. just go watch it, you'll understand. so then we sit around, do nothing, nothign, and more nothing and he has to go to his volleyball game and i have to go to work.

so iam driving to work and i get to work. and then a very special someone <3[including during my little emo sessions] bought me GREAT KAHNS for lunch/dinner/whatever you wanna call it and it was amaaaazing. thanks so much beb. oh yeah, prescilla tagged along too. haahah i forgot about her ass how sad. and then [i hate saying that but i am not up for transitions and shit] my lovely toshi along with lovely ashley along with SCORCHING, BLAZING, BEAUTIFUL josh, came to visit me and that made the night go by even faster [along with teh first visits :)] hahaha they were my temporary free working illegal immigrants folding the damn clearance clothes :PP and to close it off, i want to say that i have great coworkers whom all are amazing and super nice :]]<33 hady, jojo, carmen, and more that i tend to forget their names :XXXX iam so bad. they are all too nice thats its almost scary and suspicious. bahahahah and here is a nice compilation of raymond hoang going CCURRAZYY. hahahahsd;fjfklsjfadjkfdfjklasd

^^ hes drunk. bahahahahha

happiness has not reached me yet, but iam slowly dealing

so ive come to the conclusion

Mon, 18 Jun 2007 05:33:38 GMT

from someone that used to be my close friend [keep in mind the word used] and i need to step up to the plate, and be my own person. i need to find myself and not rely on anyone. its time for me to grow up, and iam gonna do that with or without the help of those close to me [but i will always be there for them, although they possibly might not be there for me <3]

kevin

how do i explain

Fri, 15 Jun 2007 04:51:10 GMT

the numbing feeling that i always come across. its like, take for example, the end of junior year. everyone's runnin around, talking, going crazy, but i just sit and zone out, as if its just any other ordinary day. its almost like a never ending road, where iam constantly moving forward but i see no result? i dont know, iam kind of rambling but hey, its a blog and this is what i feel. i started work yesterday, went again today. its pretty alright. but again, even at work, all these high school friends comin in, celebrating their end of the year with shopping fun, i dont feel the same joy as they do. maybe somethings missing. either a lover or the companionship of my best friend [who always changes back and forth from time to time i never can keep up] its just the dust never settles. somehow, i still have a strong mind and i take life as it comes, no matter how capricious it may be. thank god for music [paramore<333333333333333333333333] and my own peace of mind because without it id be a lost soul with no true face or feelings. i wonder what my life would be like with a lover, with a best friend that we can actually hang out and DO those things best friends do. iam tired of living things on and off. or maybe iam just plain tired.

hello LJ

Sat, 02 Jun 2007 20:10:05 GMT

so i dont have much to say. i dont ever really. haahha OMG I GOT SCAMMED!! mother fucking ok i was looking for sidekicks on this site thats kinda like a ..online penny saver and stuff and like bam theres a lovely sidekick, great condition, great price, so i jump on the offer. we exchanged 3902492380890 emails so it seemed SOOO legit. and BAM , a little over a week passed and i was like wtf, so i went to the SCAMS page, and eveyrthing it said NOT to do, i DID. <|333333333 so 140 down the drain, and yet , i am still determined to get a sidekick so yeah. i dont know how the fuck iam gonna get the money #4l23@#$@3 FUCK YOU SELFISH EVIL LOSERS OUT TEHRE WHO LIKE TO SCAM PEOPLE. and now i present to you, a dying raymond:

haha so kanashii

yay

Thu, 24 May 2007 07:41:31 GMT

ok so iam a liar and i know i havent uploaded annnnnnny pictures from the show. so heres like ... 3 to satisfy your dying eyes. and plus, youtube SUSPENDED my fucking account so now i cant even go upload my concert vids, even though i could make a new account BUTTTTT iam lazy.

so yeah thursday was fucking amazing, they had the special video backdrop and everything but friday.. i was surrounded my incompetant idiots who are still ignorant about life. stupid fuckers! oh well and i almost died too.

but yeah my bday passed not too long ago, a week from yesterday? it was cool. jpeg got me teh TIGHTEST gift ever, along with the sweetest card [tahnks bb] and xtina.. that fs whatever. hahaha and belinda, OMFG I LOVE IT [to write love on her arms long sleeve]

and yeah so i hate blogging but i guess its my moral obligation. if that makes any sense. iam doing college search right now!! and its actually really fun. i guess its fun cause like, IIII get to decide where i go and what i wanna do. its all about me baby. ending on that note, someday ill post a more interesting blog. :]]]

PARAMORE

Fri, 18 May 2007 06:26:39 GMT

WAS A-FUCKING-MAZING. TOO TIRED TO UPDATE NOW, TOMORROW...AFTER THE SECOND SHOW!!!

when a car gets keyed and no ones around...

Wed, 16 May 2007 22:46:37 GMT

does it make a sound? GOD DAMNIT IAM SO FUCKING PISSED OFF STUPID ASSHOLE WHOEVER YOU ARE. GET A DAMN LIFE AND STOP FUCKING WITH OTHERS SO YOU CAN TEMPORARILY SATISFY YOUR SAD LIFE. I DONT KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND WONT EVER KNOW BUT THATS MY MESSAGE TO YOU. anyway, today was AP ENG!!! freaking scary and i dont even know how i did... just took it and got it over with i guess. and yeah HOT CHEETOH PUFFS ARE BACK!!!! :OOOOOOOOOOOOO and short post cause iam fucking mad.

at ten ren :

-me looking into reflection- "omg mei i look so fucking ugly right now"
STUPID ASS ASIAN BITCH WHO WAS WEARING A SCARF ON A SUNNY DAY: OMmGG I WAS ABOUT TO SAY TEH SAME THING!!!! -to her boyfriend-

the world is full of haters, and mother fucking ugly ass hos.

the end

hey hey you you

Sun, 13 May 2007 09:36:11 GMT

its been too long. so after reading xtina's bullshit every so often, ive decided that i want to try blogging again. it'll probably help relieve..whatever stresses i have as well. ya know wha i mean? so today me kat and jasmine went to freakin LA to go to Brandon Boyd's book signing at some jesus bookstore. lets just say it wasnt the best day for me. fucking finding parking where i wouldnt get my damn ass towed [excuse my excessive french] and waiting in line for a gajillion hours, but other than that, all for kat and jas, two of brandon's very hardcore fans. so yeah, we waited forever, finally got in, they were flipppppin out and i had to be some personal paparazzi shit for them. then my turn. i forgot to tell him my name cause yeah..not too crazy bout it. ahah and i told that ho his art wuz guuud. and then we ate at subway!! fucking GOOD sweet onion chicken mang. very good.

one more ap to go. then its shortform galooooooore. then its prom!!!!!! oh. i should talk about the day before too then. beat toshi to the punch ;] so yesterday me and toshi went to LA's AVALON [with dreams tickets, thanks alot dream!] to go to seventeen magazines ROCK N STYLE fashion or some shit. and we were all goin crazy over it and it turned out to be a tottttal flop. i mean it was a mess load of teeny boppers, who didnt know how to dance when the dj told them to. shame, cause that venue was nice as HELL!!! so me and toshi were being reclusive and sitting around, and then it ended at 930... when they said 10. LAME! haha but thank god it did. so afterward we went to amoeba music and BAM, chase comes out of no where, and all of a sudden iam overcome by this shitty feeling of tired-ness. we drive around and around and around and around, going no where and finally decide to just go to ihop, where i ordered cheesecake, toshi checked out his latin lover, and i barfed. then i dropped those ho's off at chases crib and rushed my ass home to my lovely bed.

maybe i'll have some insightful/more lyrical shit someday. until then its elementary ;]

PPPPPAYCE.